Sry BUDDY D': if i did hurt u cos of wat i say D': im really am sry D': i dont wan to lose you as my best fren and buddy D': even though i love you but i really am sry for hurting u cos of wat i say D': i hope u be alrite always n always smile as usual and stay happy. IM REALLY SRY D': GET WELL SOON D': SEEING YOU SAD JUST BROKE MY HEART D': IM REALLY AM SRY D': Since u love him i wish u all the best n good luck for ur exams too. SRY BUDDY D': I REALLY DONT WAN TO LOSE YOU D': 对不起 D': 对不起 D': 对不起 D': LOVE U & DONT WAN LOSE YOU<3

HELLO(: im back(: blog die liao....sry blog....well start from jan....keep on work n work...got over u during that month which is good(:
feb, its cny n nth much....work n work...
march(:
holiday time...went to PERTH aus with family(: weeeee its been long since i go oversea(: so fun haha(:
april 25th

start sch le boring ttm....Emaths cant cope aiya ya....i wil say GG.COM.SG le(:
HOPE TO HAVE MORE OUTING WITH U GUYS (:
MOIVE MARATHON FROM NOW TILL AUG DO JOIN ME ANYONEXD

BB


loves eveyone(: muacks<3

FIRST OF ALL HAPPY 2011 NEW YEAR(:

didnt update my blog for quite long le
let me think....been watching loads of movie with family..quite awesome show....

dec 31
its chalet time(:
slp at 4plus in the morning than woke at 8am text MJ cos i promise her i will n i did....after that went b to slp...(: wat a pig....
slp so much till overshort the time until im late...
go pasir ris inter to meet ah wei but he so dam long...so MT for awhile....
after that went to chalet with ah wei to meet mj n frens....
once i reach there, mj bbq start n also class bbq start....
so im like a mad dog run here n there but its all worth it cos i had fun(:
around midnite...
its COUNTDOWN than everyone was screamming like hell(:
well happy 2011(:
after that around 1plus mj ask me talk to someone which i shouldn't say...
he is so dam nonsense....i find him not good guy....he doesnt take things seriously.....to start off with new year my chest pain n cant breath well): guess wat happen asthma attack): SIAN LOR)':
around 2am, dan daring ask tc come out cos this day is wat mj had been waiting for but it all didnt go as plan.....around 2plus i call dad to bring down my asthma thing n they ask me go hm but i didnt cos i wan enjoy the chalet....we torn all the way till next morning....slowly one by one all go b...xw need go ahma hse so guo wei didnt come.....
before xw leaves, he saw kenny hamburger me than i ask mj come hamburger me also than she go on top kenny drop on the floor....so poor thing): but its quite a joke haha....
around 9plus all slp while watching tc accept for me....
i slp at 10plus than wake up at 12plus...meet dan for breakfast plus lunch...y only the two of us cos the rest slping n some playing ps3 at class chalet so didnt come...
after eating we walk to ehub buy things....
buy soap n tootpasthe n some others....dan ar very nonsense keep on disturb(: haha:D
quite good to have him around....
after that went b to mj chalet get my towel go class chalet there n bath....after bath we FIFA 11 for awhile after that i come go b to mj chalet....
nite time around 6plus, mj side started bbqing...
bbq till quite late than guo wei come....
now its the best part of the day...DAN DISTURB XW N KEEP ON RAPING HIM TILL HE AIYA(in xw special tone) and all start laughing like mad haha(:
than dan toot toot the he rashaffa shaffa wrong person n keep calling nixon haha(:
he disturb xw untill 12plus we went for bowling...waiting for quite long before our turn.....didnt want to play de but ansari pay le so play lor....i n mj keep taking out shoe n wearing cos i share with her.....
secound round of bowling all anyhow liao....haha(: i and dan challenge curling n i stirke he say not counted but nvm had a great time(:
that xw wan to learning curling...he bowl very funny but nvm maybe that is him(:
bowl till 4plus head b to chalet eat watermelon alone cos all dun wan...after that i left to class chalet n mj all go slp...
went to class chalet bath than fifa...first time i heard mr basheer scold bad word cos he play soccer with me keep on hit the post xD
around 6plus dan n the rest of class chalet ppl head to tamp to eat prata...i didnt go cos going b mj chalet to do my packing...around 7plus i slp than woke up at 10plus...get rdy for check out.....
after checking out, we take bus hm...i send mj hm after that take bus 59 hm....
gosh i must pay adult fair even though its student)':
on the bus talk to mj about him....hope she is alrite)':
stop at tamp safra take 59 hm than slp...
luckly i wake up than faster alight if not i would have miss my stop le....
reach hm unpack stuff on aircon slp till 6pm(: haha....

before slping, i heard the song call you and me by june...
make me wan to cry cos i slp on the bed which is me n my ex slp on)':
now im emo abit y cos she got a new bf le)': its the third guy after me)':
saw thier pic where the guy kiss her n she smile)':
it broke my heart)':
she got bf that good for her.....CONGRATULATIONS TO U....
last long with ur BF)':
maybe all this wouldnt have happen if i didnt think so much n let jealous get over me)':

i just cnt seem to forget her even though i must move on)':
i still have some FEELINGS for her)':
IMY)':
u will nvr understand the pain in me)':

before i sign off, it was a great chalet(:
hope to have more of it(:
did have fun(: see u guys soon....

BTW I GOT 3.7 for my final year(: can go poly but dunno which course to take...);

nth to post lio...gtg bb....i had fun(:

IMY)':

well first of all HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO ME(:
im finally 18 after ytd...
not many ppl know my bday...
HAPPY BDAY TO ME
HAPPY BDAY TO ME
HAPPY BDAY TO NIXON
HAPPY BDAY TO ME(:
TYVM(10/10):p
the top 23 ppl that say happy birthday:
DAD(the day before it reaches midnite ytd)
Grandma(same as dad)
Nick(at 0015hrs)
Fa(0015hrs)
MUM(0015hrs)
Kor(0015hrs)
Desmond(0046hrs)
Jia Hui(0056hrs)
Lewin(0059hrs)
Yakult(0125hrs)
Steph Jie(0148hrs)
Aunty(0700hrs)
MJ(1115hrs)
Sheryl Nuer(1125hrs)
Darren(1310hrs)
Brendan(1625hrs)
Shandy(1625hrs)
Jie(1630hrs)
Jie FU(1830hrs)
Cai(1900hrs)
Adeline(2130hrs)
Bryan Ah Pek(2130hrs)
cheryl(2215hrs)
Alan(2300hrs)
my bday not alot ppl wish cos NOBODY KNOW(:
Thanks u all for the BDAY WISHES(:

start from midnite.
well i cried when i bath cos i miss her n also cos its my bday n she not there):
as wat steph jie say wat over is over MOVE ON...
that really brighten me up cos she know me well since SEC 2 TILL NOW...
well my darling steph jie THANKS ALOT(: loveya<3
decided not to slp but in the end i slept around 5.
Y cos watch POKEMON(130) thanks to DAN N ABBAS whom influence me(: haha
woke up at 8 n wash up get rdy to go for army checkup.
once i reach there, i stomach pain. wat a bad thing to start off with...after checkup, wait for doc like so freaking long lor until DULAN LE...after that feel alittle giddy than wan vomit when on the journey to carrefour): even worst but after eating everything is fine... ate KFC porridge for breakfast...after breakfast when ARCADE MT(XUN WEI FAVOURITE)(: after arcade mum wan play so she change $10 of tokens n play a sweet machine...she wanted to win the bear but all she won was just candy...aiya mummy try harder(:

head off to Bedok NTUC to get stuff...after getting stuff, go eat than go shengsiong...after that we went to a shop.. than mum suddenly say she ask the sales girl if there is any table cloth anot so when i turn n look around my MUM IS MISSING.....ZZZZZ

head Home prepare the food n everything...help mum cooked abit...
around 6plus DINNER RDY(: YUMMY(:
eat n chat n laugh...
blow MY 18 BDAY CAKE...
10plus nick when hm than Fa(darling:P) come(:

this is all about tdy...
THANKS MUMMY FOR THE DELICIOUS FOOD N EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES N JIE & JIE FU for bday cake n presents(:
THANKS EVERYONE(:
even though she not here to celebrate my bday, U ALL MAKE MY DAY (:
THANKS ALOT(: LOVEYA<3


Recently i have kept thinking about something...
wat Steph jie say maybe is correct...
Cousin n bf are a totally different thing...
its just that i THINK TOO MUCH WHICH MAKE ME LOSE A GREAT GIRL)':
well move on for me....THANKS(:

GTG LE BB(:
WONDERFULL DAY...
LOVES<3

didnt update my blog cos busy.
well let start with sat...
hopefully i can rmb wat i did...
sat did nth much all the way at hm n around 10pm went to kfc to eat. i ate zinger meal n a ultimate value box...WOWafter eating we went to irwin hse downstairs slack...after slacking went to kent ridge park to slack n it rain...so shiok n peacefully...after that went to labrador park slack until 2plus...saw firework nearby than rush to go see it but over le so sad): reach hm around 3 than bath than wait for my hair dry n play game till 5 than slp...

Sun...
woke up at 8.15 cos soccer...so dam tired...
went to Queenway sec instead of Queentown sec.
play soccer n lost 3-1...
all my mistake): i aim to be a better player next time..(must train harder)
after that going hm than my bro fetch n squeeze in between of bus, suddenly bus move off n the exhaust pipe blow out super hot air at my leg): OUCH fortunately nth happen...slack for a while than went hm than watch PIRANHA for a while n it jam):
around 3 went wee hse downstairs meet for breakfast plus lunch...drive to J8 to eat...i order pepper lunch n ask the aunty add rice but she didnt n she add egg for me. luckly no extra rice cos im full....after that went window shopping than slack at irwin hse below till 7.15 than go foodcourt slack...after that went hm at 7.45 to eat my PIZZA(: yummy...around 10 KO for me till next day 11am(:
im a BIG SKINNY PIG(:
BB

well lets see wat i shall post tdy...
woke up late.. woke at 1.40 instead of 12 n i got there late.
went AMK hub with xunny n Mj to watch harry potter n deathly hallow..
its a very nice show...
watch half way through the movie, XW SUDDENLY GOT SCARED THAN I WAS LAUGHING AWAY HAHA(:sry ar i very bad de....well at least we did enjoy ourself(:
after movie went hm le cos nth else to do...

day before yesterday, went xunny hse to do my blog.
i eat mac for dinner. eat one macspicy double n a mcchicken burger(:
im a fat pig which wont grow fat haha(:

nth to post le..

BB...

i still miss you

"When You're Gone"

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]